i'm sorry about this,
BUT OH MY FUCKING GOD BONES!!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT I KNEW IT AND IT DOESN’T MAKE THINGS BETTER BUT AAAHHHHHHHH FUCKING DELAYED REACTION I KNOW BUT OMFG OMFG OMFG I HATE YOU BUT NO REALLY I LOVE YOU RAARRARARARRARAR I AM GOING CRAZY EMOTIONAL EXPLOSION MUCH
again, new tumblr ~ →
I haven’t gone anywhere. I have been spending less time on tumblr and all, but I’m still around. Don’t follow that one for “popularity” or whatever, follow it for me. I don’t care about thousands of followers.. but I do want my friends to know about it. <3 Now, back to Twin Peaks!
I made a new separate tumblr. Only follow it if you like me, not just what I post and shit. I might completely forget about it. I just felt like I needed a clean slate. So yeah, here you go.
Today, I’m reading The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath. They’re so lovely. I adore Plath. I really want to paint.
I just sent in a job application for a casino.
watching goya’s ghosts
HOW DID I NOT KNOW THERE WAS NEW BONES
So um I thought I fixed the computer, ‘cause the net works perfectly fine now, but umm, tumblr still doesn’t really work that well. It gets all weird. ajhsfghasgfkjsdhfkj it makes me crazy. Anyway yeah ok hi.
I actually really enjoyed Jennifer’s Body, it was awesome. And Antichrist was mind-blowing, although quite disturbing. Revolutionary Road was good too. I had a kickass night, in other words :’D
I’m off to make hot chicken ‘n’ cheese sandwiches and watch films! Revolutionary Road really doesn’t fit the theme, but.. Oh well. I’m gonna have a nice time! Have a nice evening, everyone <3
Today I went to the easter market (it’s this annual thing in town), and I bought a dreamcatcher, a leather bracelet and this gorgeous necklace from the Native American guys that always show up. I wanted to buy another dreamcatcher, it was so lovely, maybe I’ll get it another time.. But yeah. Also got a ring and volume two of Sandman. I love markets. You always find stuff you can never...
We were supposed to go out tonight, go dancing and drinking etc, but, just my luck, I’m not feeling well. I’ve been throwing up so much lately :| My body is fucked up. I can’t hold my food down, I can’t sleep, everything hurts. It’s like it’s refusing to exist anymore. I’m so goddamn tired.
So yesterday (Wednesday) I went to Gothenburg with my friend Matilda. The weather was shit and I hadn’t slept (much), so I was a bit grumpy but we took the train at 9-ish and got there by 11am. Wasn’t long before I found this absolutely adorable floral dress that I wanted to get so badly, but alas, they didn’t have it in my size. I died a bit inside. But yeah, we walked around,...
I went to bed extra early tonight (about 11pm) ‘cause I was going to Gothenburg and all, and I just couldn’t fall asleep. At midnight, I took sedatives. I guess about 2am I actually fell asleep. Then I woke up at 5. Couldn’t fall asleep. Been awake since. THE ONE TIME I ACTUALLY NEEDED SLEEP. I am so fucking tired (and outraged). But, whatever, I’m off to Gothenburg....
MY COMPUTER FUCKING SUCKS I WANT TO KILL IT I ALSO REALLY FUCKING WANT SUMMER
I have to use my dad's computer..
Mine just won’t work anymore. Tumblr doesn’t really work on here; I’m using Internet Explorer, lol. Can’t download chrome ‘cause dad things it will mess things up.. CAN YOU SAY STONE AGE But at least I can go on 8tracks. So expect a mix.
I have definitely ruled out Imovane.
My mother gave me her prescription sleeping pills. Or, yeah, she said I should try one and see.. Hopefully they’ll work.
suicide note generator! →
March 28, 2010 Listen Up Dumbfucks: Most people kill themselves because of a mental condition. This is true in my case too. The condition I suffer from is that I am not normal, I am not like everyone of you “sane” people. I am not normal in the sense that I am not like every other one of you brain-dead zombies. I can think. I can reason intelligently. I can observe and learn from life. I can...
So this morning I was getting ready to go into town, and my old friend Oliver called! He was in town and wanted to meet up, so we did :) Walked around town for a bit, went to H&M’s and some other stores, then we went to like 5 different cafés (they were all full) and finally ended up a this tiny cozy place (that we never go to because it’s the most expensive). I got a orange/cashew...
Listening to The Kills always makes me feel like...
nostalgicdreams: Seriously, walk down the street and listen to The Kills. You’re confidence +100 points. FUCK YES. I listen to The Kills when I work out. Alison Mosshart = goddess.
finally got my books
spending the day with Laurie Halse Anderson and Billie Holiday.
watched Kamikaze Girls for the first time in... →
mirages: mirages: … I watched it a few months ago and it’s very good indeed. I didn’t know that you had a “Japanese craze”, it’s kind of funny actually. I love it :3 And oh god yes, off and on when I was 12-16 or so, I was obsessed with Harajuku and the Japanese Lolita culture, almost bought a… I know what you mean. I’m still on my phase (I caught it pretty late), even if I’m not as...
I am... →
I am: Happy. Sad. A good friend. Adventurous. Shy. Confident. Procrastinating. A male. Bored. Anxious. Clumsy. Sociable. Always punctual. Selfish. Intelligent. Funny. A female. Sarcastic. Insecure. Sick. Beautiful. Articulate. Loud. Kind. Even tempered. Honest. Short. Tall. Medium height. Proud of myself. Loving. Witty. Down to earth. Outspoken. Determined. High maintenance. Pretty. Assertive....
watched Kamikaze Girls for the first time in...
mirages: alaskalee: Now I really want to watch more.. goddamnit, I thought I was over my Japanese craze. I wonder if my brother left any at home.. shit, they’re all imported anyway. Oops. watch KG here! I watched it a few months ago and it’s very good indeed. I didn’t know that you had a “Japanese craze”, it’s kind of funny actually. I love it :3 And oh god yes, off and on when I was...
watched Kamikaze Girls for the first time in...
Now I really want to watch more.. goddamnit, I thought I was over my Japanese craze. I wonder if my brother left any at home.. shit, they’re all imported anyway. Oops. watch KG here!
Home alone tonight.
I really want to make 8tracks mixes but the site won’t work :’( Anyway, my parents are gone for the evening, so I rented Veronika Decides To Die (the book is so good) and Taking Woodstock (YAY) to watch. So I’m pretty excited. Also chips + dip. Score. Wish I had someone to hang out with though…
I want my new books..
Today’s just one of those days where everything feels hopeless.
Tumblr worked for like 5 minutes.. I’m so sick of this :’( Oh well, I guess I’ll continue reading my Tarot book and maybe even try a spread. I don’t know. AH and I watched Inglourious Basterds, sooo gooood.
watching Inglourious Basterds
I woke up too late. I guess I’ll call tomorrow.. I have to go buy cigarettes now.
Oh my god.
I forgot how incredibly ridiculous Twilight was, hahah. Really, Stephanie Meyer is one twisted sister, it’s just like she wrote a book about her perfect little fantasy. Also, I don’t think it’s Kristen’s fault that she’s not good in this movie, I mean, her character is just so ridiculous and pathetic.. And she does a pretty good job at that, for what that’s...
I'm so sick of winter.
As soon as spring comes around I’m gonna paint my old skateboard and try to start skating again, it’s been years and I fucking miss it.
just ordered wintergirls & speak
yeah I can’t wait
going to bed
my computer’s being such an ass, it’s pissing me off. so, goodnight!
brokenlovelorn: Would you care if your last ex fell in love with someone else? Probably, mostly I’d just try to be happy for him. You woke up naked next to the last person you talked to on the phone, what would you say? omfg I would die. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Nothing anymore. Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? Yup. First person...
and today I managed to get into a pair of jeans that I haven’t been able to wear since before last summer. finally starting to lose some weight. gonna get a grip on myself once spring actually comes around, and start working out etc. anyway, yay
I went into town and finally got a big black loose-knit sweater, and also some new underwear (it’s really cute). I picked up some coffee bread and then I went to grandma’s, and we started talking about painting (‘cause she’s an artist, or used to be, she’s 90 years old now) and she gave me her old watercolours and sketchbook and papers (all about the colours and...
i’ve had so much wine and it’s not even 7pm god i wish it was summer